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Weekend sendoff: Limitations

As of yesterday, my new exercise program has lasted 11 days in a row. So far so good, or at least I’ll have to hope so, because it’s sucking the life out of me. I still enjoy the pleasure of appropriately sore muscles the next day, that knowledge that I’m working what I need to work, and when it’s too nasty hot to walk outside during the day, Paul and I can go for a nice evening stroll. It’s a lovely time in L.A. for blooming flowers, especially jasmine, which has perfumed my entire neighborhood (including my own backyard).

"Downward-facing dog, my ass."

Post-exertional malaise is like a non-sparkly vampire that’s serious about things and doesn’t only want to glare longingly at you. It’s not just about falling asleep for five hours after a 20-minute walk, or feeling like every day is the first day of the flu. It also sucks away my creativity, which is something I take very personally. I’d rather give blood, especially when I’m currently in the middle of several writing projects about which I am seriously excited. My body doesn’t care that I’m excited, though; it’s too busy punishing me for going out in the sunlight. It doesn’t care that I love writing, and that I’m immeasurably frustrated when I can’t get my brain in gear because I did three Wii Fit exercises the day before.

I try to stay positive and I am so, so lucky to have Paul as well as collaborators who are wonderfully patient and understanding about my situation. I am grateful for that every day. Sometimes the physical stuff just overwhelms everything else.

Zen is a pretty good yoga teacher, but I’m sending you off with an even more impressively stretchy, not to mention giant, Burmese.

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As you guys are my witness

Back when I started this blog, I wrote about exercise and why it’s such an ordeal for people with CFS. To summarize, a hallmark symptom is post-exertional malaise, which means that as much as the body needs exercise, it intensifies our symptoms. Depending on the day, a 15-minute walk around the block can land me in bed for the evening, conked out asleep with a fever. For people worse off than I am, it would mean the rest of the week in bed. If this sounds ridiculous, believe me, it feels even more so, especially since even things like writing or talking on the phone can bring this on.

However, this isn’t an excuse not to exercise, for those of us who are still remotely capable of it. And if you think I’m about to get preachy, let me assure you: I’m telling myself this as much as I’m telling anyone else. I hopped off the wagon months ago; my aversion to exercise has gotten the better of me for far too long. And the truth is that since I’m likely to feel crappy on any given day, I might as well at least get the benefits of exercising. Right?

I think I need this DVD.

So I’m going to attempt to motivate myself with the threat of semi-public humiliation, by making a pledge that I’m going to do at least some exercise every day, starting yesterday, and every Friday posting the number of days in a row I’ve managed to do it. I’m counting on you guys to keep me honest — and I promise to try to not take it out on you. (It’s not a coincidence I decided to start this on a week when Paul’s out of town.)

For my day to count, I have to do a set of crunches and push-ups, and a stretching session, and one of the following unless I seriously can’t get out of bed:

  • a walk of at least 15 minutes
  • a short yoga practice
  • a Wii Fit session
  • random other exercise (for example, cleaning out a closet)

Yeah, it’s far from the time when I would spend two hours at the gym on the days when I didn’t have fencing practice, but it’s better than nothing. Wish me luck?

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Alternatives to the alternative

pillsChronically ill skeptics will probably find themselves disappointed if they go looking for critical thinking about complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) on online support forums. This is a thesis I keep returning to because it cropped up again for me recently. I decided to leave one community because of a thread in their CAM subforum (not one in which I was involved). A link to a news story in which a child died due to its parents’ reliance on a popular CAM treatment was met with hostility, unwillingness to start another discussion about CAM, and the notion that “it’s a support forum.”

The original post was intended to help answer the question of “what’s the harm” of relying upon certain treatments. From this I infer that “support” only goes as far as saying yes to whatever treatments people decide upon, even if they are at best useless and at worst dangerous. I have a very different definition of support, which starts with understanding both sides of the issue. The person considering the treatment is sick, in pain, and has heard good things about it from people she considers reliable. The person offering the opposite view (as at the website I just linked to) wants to provide facts showing that there are dangers to these therapies. This isn’t done out of spite, but rather with the first person’s welfare at heart. This is a very good form of support. Should we only be providing the pros and never the cons? Does that sound supportive? Not to me.

Like what’stheharm.net, I am not an enemy of CAM on principle, especially because so many of us have these annoyingly intangible illnesses, where conventional medicine often just throws up its hands at a certain point and says “Good luck feeling better.” After five or so years of involvement with online chronic illness communities, I sometimes deviate from the skeptical motto that “anecdotes do not equal evidence.” Are there reliable randomized controlled trials (RCTs) about acupuncture’s use in easing the symptoms of ME/CFS? I’ll go out on a limb without searching and guess there aren’t many. But I’m just not inclined to leap on people who decide to give it a try, as long as they’re well informed about it. (My exception to this is homeopathy. This is nothing more than a sugar pill and should not be promoted by anyone. Now, if someone is completely informed on the subject, and is both willing and able to shell out money for an at-best placebo effect…well, I can’t understand that one, but I guess I support it too.)

The part I protest is where people reject what Western medicine has to offer. By all means, if you can afford it, go hog-wild with the echinacea and vitamin C, as long as you also get the flu vaccine. (With exceptions for people who have legitimate medical problems with it, of course.) Without a doubt, treat your child’s nausea with ginger root, as long as she also gets the chemotherapy she needs. I completely understand and identify with the frustration chronically ill people may develop towards Western medicine, but rejecting it outright isn’t the answer. If the recent science-based XMRV discoveries and new evidence-based studies eventually produce a cure for CFS, what are you going to do then?

If my position sounds wishy-washy, well, it is, to some extent. As I’ve said before, it’s too hard for me to ignore that desperation felt by people who may be sick and in pain for their entire lives, something that I don’t think is always taken into account by enemies of CAM, or even neutral skeptics. This is a really powerful force. This isn’t about fixing something with a vaccine or radiation: this is a lifetime of doctors saying “We don’t know.” People will seek alternative therapies, and it is supportive both to understand and respect why they are doing so, as well as to provide evidence for why they may not want to choose something they’re considering.

Here are a few examples of alternative therapies I have seen suggested for ME/CFS patients, and things I would suggest instead. Of course, these are only suggestions and anything I mention here should certainly be researched by you and discussed with your doctor. Don’t do or stop anything on the basis of this post alone.

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“Alternative”: Homeopathy

Alternative: Water

I’m completely serious. Homeopathy is based on this idea that water retains the memory of molecules of stuff that was in it once but has now been diluted a whole mess of times so it doesn’t even contain that anymore. Instead of paying for this silliness, just drink more water. Especially when you’re constantly running fevers and have other chronic symptoms of infection, it’s very important to stay hydrated just as though you had an acute infection.

“Alternative”: Graded Exercise Therapy (GET)

Alternative: Find your own ways to exercise

GET is controversial. Some studies have supported it; however, studies tend to exclude severely affected patients. Also, not all studies include reporting of post-exertional malaise, a very common and very significant side effect of exercise for people with CFS. Finally, as it has to be done with a therapist, you’re much better off saving the money and constructing your own exercise program around your own skills and limitations. This post has some very good advice; I particularly like that it includes mental as well as physical exertion. Personally, when I’m feeling up to it, there’s one or two songs on iTunes that I am incapable of not dancing to when I play them, so I dance around like an idiot for a while with the curtains closed. Or I like to play air violin to Tchaikovsky’s violin concerto, which if you’re doing it right is a good 15 minute workout!

“Alternative”: Bikram (“hot”) yoga

Alternative: Easy yoga

Yoga is great for people with CFS. All you need are some beginner’s resources — I like this video — and you will learn breathing techniques and a range of exercises you can use depending on how good a day you’re having, and you can do as much or as little as you want. The idea behind hot or Bikram yoga is one that is very attractive in CAM and especially with quacks: removing toxins from the body. Another ME/CFS forum I took one look at and left supported the idea of chelation, which is most often touted as a treatment for autism. Besides the fact that there’s not much need to worry about “flushing toxins,” the high temperatures at which Bikram yoga is practiced should be an automatic warning sign for people with CFS and many other illnesses that affect thermoregulation. Take five, 10, 15 minutes a day to do some yoga poses in your bedroom, but forget about the sweat. And on that note…

“Alternative”: Master Cleanse (and the like)

Alternative: Limited juice fast

The Master Cleanse and other detoxification programs also appeal to this fear that we are ill because we are full of toxins. They are a fairly useless strain on the body; you would do much better to simply eat right and drink a lot of water. That said, short (three-day) juice fasts including snacks of crackers and brown rice, after a doctor’s consultation, can have a certain psychological benefit, like breaking bad eating habits. But in general, our bodies are too stressed out as it is with all the windmills our immune systems are tilting at, and deliberately upsetting the balance by fasting instead of eating healthily just isn’t a great idea.

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